confusion.

im going to go to bed early tonight, because im going to ride the bus to school in the morning. which sucks, and i hate, but i have things to do tomorrow. i have to clean my locker, and then theres the pep session before school. and i kinda wanna spend some time with steven. and im not exactly sure why. this whole thing with him is confusing to me, but i kinda do like it. im struggling, internally. i think i might just be able to ward off any urges to be anything more than FWB with him for like a week. aka pretend boyfriend for a while, and then move on to my singleness. who needs boys anyway?

homecoming is tomorrow and im decking out in the charger blue and white. whooo....? im so effing glad that those sashes are done. i was like, freaking out. but now its out of my hands, and thats a HUGE relief. its a little pathetic, but im skipping powderpuff to practice at autumn ridge before the football game. sectionals are on satuday and im nervous as HELL. we have a shot at the regional as a team and i dont want to blow it for the team. but who knows, i guess. today i was kinda nostalgic, and i dont know why. and ive been really pissy for the past few days. i think im just a little [LOT] stressed. i hope thats about to end..not likely.

bedtime!
love, kaatie