awareness raised.

wow, my parents make me very angry. it seems like their new favorite hobby is checking my grades online, and yelling at me about assignments that arent like, a hundred percent. its annoying. the particular test in question was a c. and i took it today, so i didnt even know what i got, or what i missed. in fact, it was news to me that i did bad on it, because i was actually feeling pretty good about that chapter. damn, i guess im just too dumb. i bombed a chem quiz. like majorly, terribly, indisputably. ill be very suprised if i even got a fifty percent on it. and im sure that my parents arent going to be happy about that. i expect that ill be grounded for quiteee a while. whoo.

so its been brought to my attention that people are like, reading this. people besides the ones that i already knew. like, specifically, people that i talk about all the time. which is a little [well, a lot, actually] creepy. i had no clue, and i also thought that it was semi private. so ive been quite open with what i post. and let me tell you: that is NOT going to change. i thought about it, and considered changing the url or whatever so it would be a little more private, but i dont care enough to do that. im posting this stuff online, right? so i guess it only makes sense that people are reading it, finding it, etc. at least people know what im thinking. im not going to censor, and im not going to keep that sorta thing into consideration when i write. for instance: i thought of something REALLY funny today: i could dwell on the past, sure. but things could be a lot worse...i could have a widow's peak. that would be ultimate. theyre about the ugliest things around. and i know someone who's currently sporting a big one. i feel really bad for her. that was easy, and a little liberating.

"he crashed into my life so fast that at first i didnt know how to react. Should i be sad that he would come and go so quickly? Or happy that i had the chance to know someone like him? I chose to be hopeful, because we both know that no matter what, that sunset, that goodbye...it wouldnt be the last."

that sums me up, at this moment. it happens to be my favorite quote right now. i really feel like working on that novel i started about three months ago..i feel quite inspired. i love it when new characters walk right up and introduce themselves..since it seems to be loosly autobiographical. but thats a secret...if anyone asks, its complete fiction. but for now...i need sleep.
love, kaatie