lazy day.

somehow, i managed to avoid getting in trouble after quite a bit of yelling. im not even sure how i managed to accomplish that one. but i did, and thats all that matters. i went to mcmillen with jackie, and we skated and whatnot, had a good time...i dont know. today was generally boring, the highlight being hearing ken's voice for the first time in a week. it definately made me think about last weekend, and i realized that theres no way im going to keep him out of my head. so i guess im going to have to figure this one out. its plausible, no doubt. its just going to be...challenging. besides getting screamed at by my mother, the worst part of today was finding out that im completely out of texts for this month. which sucks, let me tell you. i think im going to die. until wednesday. thats when it resets itself. but until then...im somewhat incommunicado.

today was just kinda chill. i didnt do much, besides church and skate and homework. well, some homework. i didnt actually get around to doing some of it. and i did some laundry. i had a lot of time to think about stuff, which is never good but happens alot. i didnt talk to ethan all weekend, which was a little wierd. i really have no idea what its gonna be like with him tomorrow at school, but i guess we'll see. im pretty sure hes still reading this. which im not sure how i feel about, but whatever i guess. its his call. i have a fancy new disclaimer, which i posted in all sincerity. it breaks my heart to tell people not to read my beloved blog, because i want about everyone to read it, but when i get confronted about things that i say on here...that is where i draw the line. but fans, by all means, read and tell others to do the same. AND COMMENT!

love, kaatie