speechless but unaffected, more or less.

today was by far the most interesting day ive had in a long time. as far as the amount of stories i told to people, it felt like the day that i broke up with zach. but, since im so wonderfully single, i didnt break up with anyone. me and ethan had a...fight? i wouldnt call it a fight, it was more of a......yeah actually it was a fight. its disturbing, kinda, because no guy has ever gotten legitimately mad at me before. i dont exactly know whats up, because i got two different stories from him and sarah. plus, since hes probably going to read this, im not going to exactly recap what went on. all that anyone needs to know was that a) it was a little bit crazy, because NOTHING like this has ever happened to me before, and b) the thing that really got me fired up.[this is the only part that im going to tell] we were having a civilized discussion, but it was progressing towards an angry discussion about me being stalked [!] and he told me that he was just a nosy person. so i was like, well then this is NOT going to work, kinda loudly [i was subconciously aware that a table full of his guy friends were staring at me, and i realized that my wish had been granted. it was just like in a movie.] and then he shot back, rather quickly and just as angrily, "well, that doesnt suprise me!" it was a lot like a slap in the face. and i was speechless. no ones ever said anything to me like that, or called me out on anything, for that matter. it was insane. i still dont even know whats going on with him. we shall see.

class today was pretty good, i suppose. spanish was awkward. algebra 2 was tolerable. drawing was good, as usual. mr kilmer and i talked about my portrait, which im going to shoot this weekend. check my facebook for the pictures. the chem test was hard, and long. newspaper was kinda stressful but still rewarding, at the same time. i have to email around to get permission to podcast Thats What She Said by the Friday Night Boys, which is exciting, because it makes me feel like a real journalist, once again. i have to finish my second article, but thatll be easy. its mostly written already. fashion was boring. english was chill. we didnt have golf, even though our conference tournament is tomorrow at grey goose. ohhh goodness. im nervous, but kinda not. i decided to add two more college options to my short list of possibilities: colombia for a general arts major and a journalism minor, to play golf, and the art institute of new york. just some more things to consider. i was watching the new this morning while eating an orange cranberry bagel and they were talking about sarah palin and her interview with charles gibson. and she bombed. honestly, i dont like her. her story is cool and everything, and shes a normal mom. but that isnt enough for me. the way she didnt understand the bush doctorine, and the way she contradicted herself...it wasnt working for me. just because im a woman doesnt mean that shed have my vote, if i could vote. obama '08.

love, kaatie