hurdles.

tonight, i feel a little bit inspired. and i have absolutely no idea why. inspired to do what? i dont have any clue about that either. i feel like doing something powerful...maybe thats the feeling. empowered. i can make anything i want happen. anything at all. it might take time, and it might hurt people and myself a little along the way, but thats life, i guess. the road to happiness, and the hurdles along the way. my life is full of tiny, frequent hurdles. they are the occurances that define my days but also shape who i am, and what i can handle.

tomorrow is the conference tournament. i will shoot better than a ninty, because i know that i can. i can feel it. this is going to be big. im working on the sashes for homecoming, and people will see them and hear that i made them and be like, whoa, thats tight. i will design for a living. i will. i can. i want to. it doesnt matter what happens between now and the time that i move out. ken and i will be together. we both know it. the only thing that can stop us is ourselves. i will not give up. these are the things that im going to fight for in my life, because i fully believe that what you dream will be achieved. i will no longer have to pretend that i am happy and that i am satisfied with myself. because i will be.

that said, i shall sleep.
love, kaatie [wish me luck!]