honestly, things are good right now.

ive been going out with zach for two months today, which means ive had this blog for about two months as well. which is pretty exciting, although i am neither more famous nor more respected. but i guess it does help with my mental health and i did start the fabulous blogging trend among several others, which makes me feel kinda cool. hell, when dont i feel cool? im a pretty cool kid.

i think joining newspaper was one of the best decisions i made while scheduling last year. i thought it would be a little nerdy, making me a 'word nerd', if you will, since it would have displayed my obscure love of writing. but its definately not like that at all. as i was sitting in class this morning drawing on the desk because we were learning about things that didnt interest me, i noticed that there are some nifty kids in that class. it kindof dawned on me that i was a part of a really smart, chic [as i looked at scott, who looks like a male model, and kyle, who has the best style of any guy ive ever seen, and jackie, who always looks amazing], involved group of kids. what other club offers that? ive already made friends, too. sarah and i were kinda friends from golf, but this year were like, actually good friends. and scott, and kari. i predict good times. starting with kari and my adventure title The 26o...in which we spend the day driving around fort waste looking for music and art related things to do that are actually fun...its going to be a benefit to fellow chargers since fort wayne is so freaking boring. there must be some underground music or art or something around here. surely the second largest city in indiana must have some culture.

i feel a little reckless today, but at the same time, content. there isnt anything that i really desperately want from life right now. i have a new set of challanges, friends, goals..a great relationship that remains important but not like smotheringly so. the golf team, which means always having something to do. my parents and i have been getting along lately, so things are relatively good at home. so i guess ive reached not a lull but a plateau of emotion, so to speak. its high, consistantly. with all of that, i want to do things that i normally wouldnt consider, because of random insecurity and the like. its not that i want to go crazy. i guess im just comfortable with myself right now. ima big sophomore now, watch out!

i really wish that i was older right now. just because. actually, theres a couple specific daydreams that made class go really fast today, but i dont want to write em out. something about writing things of that nature out just turns me off. id rather let it roll over and over in my mind and let it keep its hold on my imagination like it almost always does. its nice to have an imagination like i have: it keeps me entertained alot of the time.

i want to vote in the 08 election, for senator obama. but alas. not until next time. im sure by then, ill be even more solid in my blacksheep beliefs.
love, kaatie