sneak attack.

you know that you're a complete loser nerd when you sit around and play games on your calculator in sweats at nine pm on friday night. yes, i qualify. but i think i needed a night to just sit around and chill. i went out last night, so i guess it might be alright. and i have that stupid art project to finish. but every time i start working on it, i just get mad and quit because it sucks and i just want to light it on fire. mr kilmer said that my portrait is good enough to win an award in the scholastic art competition after christmas break, so id much rather be working on that than a stupid piece that i actually AM going to light on fire after its graded. because i probably wont get higher than a B on it anyway. so whats the point? well, by now, im at the point where im just kinda coloring it. i officially do not give a damn anymore.

i hate when you think you know how you feel about something/someone, and then you do a suprise attack on yourself. you're just bopping along, being, say, lovesick over someone, and things are going great. then WHAM out of nowhere! comes someone else. and then you cant even decide what to do! like, the unmentionable boy was all i could think until i started talking to this new fellow [codename, million. just go with it. when i figure this out, ill let you know his real name and it will all make sense.] it was like, so wierd, too. because i just met him like yesterday. but he told karri that hes totally into me. and he sounds completely adorable, from what ive heard. soo. yknow. im just a little like, confuzled right now...

like whoa, im tired. i think im going to go to sleep, and maybe tomorrow do some serious thinking. and some serious golfing, with my daddy. then some serious saturday night churching, then to caylins! to get my hair did! im sooo excited. you dont even know.

love, kaatie