triumphant return.

hey, guess who?! hell yeah kids, its katie. in case you forgot, im that easy breezy hippie swinger that loves music, art, and fashion and delights in a good time. things have been so crazy lately, and i was a bit to wrapped up in my own head for a while there, so i decided to take a break and detox, if you will, from spending so much time every day talking about my pathetic life. but things have changed so much in the last month, i kid you not. i believe i am a completely different person. that concert was amazing, by the way. my warped tour shoes are complete, and carolina liar is definately one of my new favorite bands. i guess they have been for a while...a lot of bands have joined those ranks as of lately though. and some unlikely songs hailing from the mainstream have found their way into my heart..er, head. forever by chris brown and womanizer by brittany spears. chris brown cranks out hits that are purely radio every now and then, so it doesnt surprise me that i like forever. but brittany spears....thats different. stab me, but i love her. her videos suck ass, but her music...its not that her lyrics are good. but all of her recent stuff is fabulously catchy. so, there you go. i submit to some popular songs/musicians. but hannah montanna still makes me bleed out the ears.

but more important things have happened to me since i last posted than finding a few new favorite songs. for starters, caylin and i are not really friends anymore. she's a piece of work though, lemme tell you. its not that i dont like her, really, but her attitude is tiresome. all she ever does is cause drama, and she definately acts like she doesnt want to be friends anyway. so i decided that it wasnt worth my time. but, as easily as i seem to lose best friends, i find them easy to replace. fickle bitch says you? easier that way, says i. seriously though. ashley and i reconnected, which is amazing. and karri, aka karrigan marie aka my sister in law serious journalism partner in crime is my bestest friend ever. we have good times in newspaper and we're basically the shit. that unmentionable boy, well, his name is troy temple and he joined the army. he's fun to bother sometimes. and dustin? he actually isnt creepy at all. in fact, DW is one of the smartest, sweetest people i know. totally dateable, though, even though i use the word sweet, if he's reading this. he's an intellegent boy, proof that they really do exist. i consider him the big brother i never had. and ill love him forever, even though his sister is BW and she likes emilio. or so we thing. and let's not forget emilio...i didnt think it would last this long, but things are still absolutely fantastic. its the exact sort of relationship i imagined would result from having your first kiss together under the stars. we fight, but its cute, and there's always a lot of making up afterwards. im not sure love is the word, because im not going to go through all of that again, but i care about him more than i expected to. things are perfect in my perfect life.

or at least they were, until this other boy came crashing into my life. i met him in chemistry class, of all places. the one class where i dont need any distractions. but oh my god, he's a distraction and a half times infinity. his name is tevyn bell and he's probably the most attractive boy ive ever been good friends with. he likes all of the same music as i do, plays seven instruments, plays soccer, is smart, gets good grades, and is from south africa. he has the most amazing blue eyes, the kind that remind you of the sky in july, but are deeper and kinder and a hell of a lot more intoxicating. i know, it sounds like there's something going on, doesnt it? well, i wont deny that i like him. it hard not to. even emilio is friends with him. tevyn is a whole new thing for me...its like meeting myself as a male. he's confident and flattering and even has red hair. but i do my best to not let myself think about him too much. its hard though. and uh....did i mention that he wants to be friends with benefits?

yeah. more on that later. im sure its going to come up about every day. but at least its almost christmas! only one more week of school...finals start on wednesday. and then a half day friday, which hopefully, ill be spending at mil's. but i think i need some sleep now. this was nice. i kind of forgot the release i got from blogging to anyone and everyone that cares to read my innermost thoughts. which arent that inner after theyre on here, are they? perplexing. goodnight.

love, kaatie